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A Diver for the NYPD Talks to His Girlfriend by Richard Garcia

A Diver for the NYPD Talks to His Girlfriend

by Richard Garcia

(published in the anthology, Urban Nature: Poems About Wildlife in the City, 2000

edited by Laure-Anne Bosselaar and Emily Hiestand

I can’t even see my hands in front of my face

through the darkness—mud, raw sewage,

black clouds of who knows what,

gas and oil leaking out of all the cars

that have been shoved into the river.

But my hands have learned to see,

sliding sideways down wrinkled concrete,

over slime-covered rocks, broken glass, plastic bags,

barbed wire, as if there was a tiny eye

at the end of each finger. There are sponges down there

shaped like puffed-up lips, with silky tentacles

that retract at my touch. For some reason, all the grocery carts

in the city are making their way to the bottom of the river.

Did I tell you about the body wrapped in plastic

and chains, and the pile of pistols, rifles,

enough to start a gun shop? Once, looking for a missing

Piper Club, we found it next to a trainer

from World War II, both parked side by side

as if waiting for permission to take off.

People throw strange things in the river,

I don’t know, some kind of voodoo—jars

filled with pig eyes, chickens with their throats slit

stuffed into burlap sacks. Everything—TVs, couches,

lamps, phone books—is down there; if we ever grow gills

and live in the river we’ll have everything we need.

Today it was a fishing boat missing for five days.

Easy to find now by a certain odor that seeps

through our wet suits, that we call corpse soup.

The fishermen were sitting in the cabin, bloated hands

drifting as if they were swapping stories.

We tied them together and rose toward the surface

in a slow spiral. Once, I was feeling around in the dark

for this drowned lady; I was about to go back,

to call it a day, when her arms shot up

and grabbed me tight, tight around my waist.

Even when we’re out of the river there’s more water.

Bath, shower, bath, shower, disinfectant, rinse—

but I never feel clean. Everything seems dirty: crowds

in the market, car horns, alarms, the barking of dogs.

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